One of the interesting things about the Orgasm Chart is that I’m noticing different trends within the few short weeks I’ve been maintaining it. My clitoral orgasms don’t rate very high, and that’s mainly what I’ve been having since last Monday. What I think is curious is that last Monday was stressful and pretty awful, yet I had a really good orgasm. But as the week went on, I just couldn’t seem to get it up. Try as I might by presenting different porn movies fantasies to my libido, it just wasn’t really happening. Maybe I need another bad day to jump start my flagging sex drive.
When I encounter a lull in desire, I have a simple game plan: throw everything and anything erotic at my libido and stand back. Most of the time it’s not something new that piques my interest, but simple things, like a hard pounding cock or dildo. Or something silly, like a very bad porn star trying to act seductive, but succeeding only in sounding bored. “Come here, baby. Mmm. Show me what you got. Yeah. Oh. Yeah.” I have no idea why that might get me going, but sometimes it does the trick. I’m weird like that. Tonight, though, I haven’t had much luck with the tried n’ true methods. I think I might have to look for something a little kinkier, something I don’t encounter often.
I’m make up a quick list of starting points tomorrow and see where they lead me. If that doesn’t do the trick, then I guess I’m going to have to wait out this dry spell. But god, I really need to cum.